All my life, I've been skinny...I've never weighed 120 pounds... This is the cause of a birth defect, in which I have more energy than the average human being, and my metabolism is hyperactive... Basically meaning, in spite of eating fast food almost every single day for 2 years now, my body says I barely eat at all...
These are photos from when I went bowling on November, 6th.
In this picture, you can see me talking to Austin, one of my brother's friends...notice my arms...they look like sticks.
This photo is of me holding my almost 17 year-old brother over my shoulders. At one point, I even spread my arms out, and he was still on my shoulders. I work in a warehouse where I pretty much workout 11 and-a-half hours a day, 4 days a week. I'm not weak... But, people often think that upon seeing me.
This last picture actually disturbs me to the point of feeling sick...like all my hard work is for nothing.., It's a back view of me, and my arms just look... You'd think I'm anorexic or something...
What's worse? People at work love how much energy I have, and envy me because of it... I'm tellin you right now... It ain't fun. Here's what they're saying they want...
1: You'd hardly ever sleep unless you took sleeping pills to knock your hyper ass out.
2: You'd make people uncomfortable with your inability to sit still.
3: Everything you eat, you'll burn off an hour later, if that.
4: Nobody will be able to relate to your struggles, and finding friends willing to put up with you would be extremely challenging.
So, if any of you guys wish you had alot of energy? I'm living that nightmare. Be glad you're at a stable health balance. And, if you're not? I feel for you. Take care of yourselves the best you can, guys... Don't lose motivation over lack of results. I thought I wasn't showing any, either. Amazon helped me realize that I am getting stronger, it's just not showing through my physical appearance... I just wish I didn't look starved, ya know?